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After an 8 year battle with infertility and countless struggles, our family is finally complete. This blog chronicles the journey it took for us to start and build the family we always wanted. Background on the blog (started in 2012, just days before I found out the embryo transfer for our son worked).... I decided to start a blog after realizing I have only been able to make it through my TWW's (two week waits) with the help of Google and with the openness of other women suffering from infertility sharing their own stories and giving others hope. I have time and time again found my exact symptoms on other women's blogs and felt an overwhelming sense of calmness they provided me. I thought it was time to pay it forward and hopefully provide this same thing to other women on their own journeys.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

11dp3dt Too good to be true.....

Virtually 100% sure it's over.

Words can't express my sadness right now.  It was looking so good as of yesterday.  

Enough said. 

Going to crawl into a hole now.  

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  1. I am SO sorry. I wish there was something else I could say, but I know there isn't.

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  2. My heart hurts for you. I've been in that hole many times. I hope your beta tomorrow can somehow give you hope.

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    1. Thanks hun. Yeah, our first FET was a chemical. I would rather just have a straight BFN than chemical anyday. :(

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    1. thanks megan. we need to drink.

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    2. Tell me when. I'll bring a bottle.

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  4. Oh, this is heartbreaking. I just found your blog last week, and I have been checking back every day with hope for you.

    I think I had a chemical pregnancy last month, with a faint positive (well more a wondfo shadow) and then a negative several days later. The negative came after an evening of significant pinching in the uterus area. I was worried when you had that symptom, though I also knew that what is bad for my body could be could for someone else.

    Praying for you today, in the midst of this awful sadness.

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    1. hi rebecca. thanks for posting hun. yeah, looking back i thought the pinching was it implanting deeper but it must have been it dieing. :( thank you for your thoughts and prayers.

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