Finally the weekend. It's hard facing the public and not just blurting out "I'm pregnant!" Because they are making me wait 96 hours to repeat my beta (instead of typical 48), I am just beside myself over analyzing ever little symptom (or lack there of). Since my beta, I have POASed (peed on a stick) 4 times - just to make sure I'm still pregnant!! lol
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Make that 5 times! I think they all look strong. Holding on to hope and prayers til Monday's beta!
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Spotting red just now. Saying a bazillion prayers.
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Saying even more prayers..... looks like I forgot to take Friday's estrogen dose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Symptoms: Middle of the night insomnia, thirsty, small tan spot in the AM and again in the afternoon, red spot in the PM - freaking out.
"Just relax and it will happen"....That dreaded piece of advice ALL women going through infertility have heard time and time again. If relaxing made babies, wouldn't we all be pregnant by now?
About Us
- Lauree and Mike
- After an 8 year battle with infertility and countless struggles, our family is finally complete. This blog chronicles the journey it took for us to start and build the family we always wanted. Background on the blog (started in 2012, just days before I found out the embryo transfer for our son worked).... I decided to start a blog after realizing I have only been able to make it through my TWW's (two week waits) with the help of Google and with the openness of other women suffering from infertility sharing their own stories and giving others hope. I have time and time again found my exact symptoms on other women's blogs and felt an overwhelming sense of calmness they provided me. I thought it was time to pay it forward and hopefully provide this same thing to other women on their own journeys.
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